I tried to write the other night but The Evil Bastard Writer's Block showed its ugly face again. Sat there, ready to go, headphones on, clean page, and...Nothing. Nada. Sweet fuck all.
So I thought I'd give it another go. Now that I'm sufficiently stoned and just about chilled down enough anyway.
(Side note, I smoke cannabis, and it will probably be mentioned on some of my more personal posts, like if I talk about Fibro. If this offends you please feel free to not read this page. And also right this second I'm too high to really give a fuck about any judgements.)
I've been feeling completely drained this week. Pretty damn sure I'm in a flare-up. Again. As per fucking usual. Maffoo's been home cuz he's had a chest infection, then I got the bug as well. But I've got the day off today, so I've done all my housework, put my meditation music on and had a smoke.
I've also only recently starting actively practicing witchcraft after years of lurking in the shadows as it were, so I'm looking for ways to incorporate it into my self care routines. I love Me Time but I'm trying to follow my shrink's advice and actually DO IT.
Self Care for Vik:
Smoke - Helps to calm my mind, brings my anxiety down, opens up my mind which will help me to write, helps me to focus, makes things clearer,
Books - Get lost for hours, gives me inspiration for writing, calms my mind,
Music - Helps me to relax, relaxes my body (meditation sounds),
Crystals - Calms me down, keeps me grounded eg: an anxiety or panic attack,
I'm surprised that I've manged to write so much again. And I don't feel too bad about it. I've actually just given myself an idea for another post.
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